Tuesday, January 13, 2009
jus got to say something before i sleep. my only freedom
knowing someone that is more sensible than u is always better, but learning from that certain someone might bring u one step better than him/her.
dunno what came through my mind but yeah..
sitting down in front of the com rite now, and not sleeping --> stupid decision, since its alr 12.09am and tmr still got run )):
haiz, wasn't too happy for myself during today's time trials, still haven gotten the hang of things, muscles still aching from Super High Intensity Training(S.H.I.T.)
i just hope tmr will be a better day than today ((:
jus praying very hard to get through orientation, classes, EXTRA classes, and esp training (since its twice a day)
don't even have enough time to tell myself ur gonna get some good nite's rest tonite... haiz.. sian )): wadeva..
sometimes not doing what u shld have done a long time ago, really brings forward the regrets left behind. confused by the actions, frustrated at what the next step to do, and trying very hard to get the attention.. is it worth it?
8:06 AM
Friday, January 02, 2009
happy belated new year to everyone
had my first clubbing exp jus days ago, was quite ok.. but cant share much, otherwise scared tio flamed.. :P
aiyah jus have to say something lar..
sometimes love doesn't need you to pour out ur whole soul to that person.. its just needs that special one to notice that little bit of effort from u
loving someone jus means that U think that he/she is the whole word to U ONLY *includes rivals*
sometimes not getting that special one doesn't mean ur a loser, it jus means that you jus tried a wrong approach/plan and u need to devise a new one
strong determination and will power does not give u the girl always.. there are always other factors, such as a little bit of fate, a little bit of faith, commitment, creativity (the girls want the romance).. and other stuff as well *cant think now- 2plus
oh yah forgot to mention as well - jus cos u think u've met 'that special person' doesn't mean ur gonna get him/her )): its a sad reality *though there are exceptions to this ((:
thats all from me
10:00 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
felt bored, drank at home with odacers.. could have been better though.
was kinda different,drinking at home, even with parents around, feel a bit safer :)
another time? 6th nov or jus 13th nov? more alcohol? more games as well? (kinda boring after playing same old games)
jus something to think abt; success is when one worries abt everything except money :) do ppl, esp youths today only get true freedom when they are sleeping? do they really worry abt nothing when they are sound asleep? do we, as youths, have the slightest thing that goes thru our mind each day? or even when as we fall into deep slumber? do we really have the final right to go to sleep each day? or is it earned thru various ways? is a comatose state better than a sound one? does sleep take away time or does it give u more in other ways? is sleep more of a living thing as compared to other human beings? sleeping- a necessary luxury or jus a addiction that we all have?
not much to say now...
9:49 AM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
hmmm its been a while.. actually abt 3 years?
wow, even i'm impressed with that long.. XD *trademark face a long time ago*
haiz jus fin promos quite some time ago, and i could rmb everyone goin 'oh shit, wad to do now? nothing to study for?' its rather ironic to a certain extent if u'd asked me. for me, i'm jus glad that i promoted but however there are some of my friends around me that may have difficulty in doing that. well this goes out to all of them;
DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!DON'T GIVE UP!!!!Even if the world seems to fall around u, think abt the times when u've spent ur time fruitfully.. think abt the times spent with family, friends, ur elders? stop questioning what that i did not do or could have done properly, but more on what u can do at the present moment. Are u goin to jus stone down and let them 'stone' u to death? Are u goin to jus let them say abt what u presently are and let them think that ur goin to be doomed? Prove them wrong! I know it seems hard at this point in time, but these are the times when something small to u may apper something big to another. Sometimes doin ur best just isn't enough, however when ppl see u that ur doing ur best, they will applaud and help u.
I seem so prophetic up there ^-^ but won't say much more.. jus a few more thoughts running thru my mind rite now;
1. cliques are inevitable in today's society, no matter where u are; maybe u might meet them earlier or later, but whatever the case u're bound to meet them. haiz let's jus say odac's kinda holding them plenty? i noe i'm preeettty much in the thick of it as well? ahah, jus wanted to laugh it out-->dramatic irony?
2. worries? ppl worry abt their present current life, abt their parents, results, loved ones. jus take a step back, retreat to oneself for a while, take a good look *not jus a glimpse* at the big picture of ur life *not the whole thing la, stupid!* and enjoy, cherish, saviour it *with moderation* and when u've done this, get back to reality and u can start worrying again :(
3. i cant stand some ppl in my life *not in this world, so not so bad*. They may appear so sweet with some leadership positions, but i jus don't think they live up to expectations? *well, at least to mine* though they've promised to do something for the organisation/society/school/class/family/group/company/clique(pick &choose), they often do not live up to that promise, and nonetheless, do the opposite instead. i wont be naming or accusing anyone *doubt anyone comes to my blog after such a long time anw* but yeah, jus some things to think abt.. i can say something for once, which is i do what i promise *well, most of the time* and try to do some thing extra? *so loggerish; ODACers u'll understand*. I noe this may not be the greatest mindset in the world or in class rite now, but bear with it, and sorry for any inconvenience caused while upgrading. XD
okok, gtg alr. its alr 12.55am and tmr still got morn run... hahah, wad a joke! XD
9:04 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
YES!!!!!! FINALLY!!!
the exams are over!!!! (that's what i feel)
now can finally relax lo!!!! X)
jus still cant wait for 13 NOV!!!!!
argh too excited...
then NOOOOOO BOOOKS for a month!!!!
YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry its looks like i'm too overly excited anyway...
hehe
then the hols start and its gonna be a busy one for me anw...
hy: hey didn't noe that u knew i had a blog... well there wass "skl news", maybe u jus din hear long enuff? hehe
2:15 AM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
wow this is my post after more than a year.. haiz.. i can see how DEAD my blog is now.. jus like the character on top.. hehe
well i'm basically in the midst of my o levels and think all the o level papers are rather easy(guyz pls dun kill me; i screwed up some as well)
i was supposed to study for my physics now, but hey wads the rush? shld study later...
well i dun think anyone would read this post anyway...(my friends would have deleted my link or would have thought my blog was dead anw)
and as for me...i'm gonnna be busy for the next couple of weeks so might not gonna be blogging for a while... well thats all cya!
2:06 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
omg got so much things to catch up with...exams, lltc, results..
haiz...
exams were a bore...
too many days of my life was wasted on the many subs that i took.. haiz.. shldn't have taken up so many haiz..
boredom...
anyway to the next part: lltc b 2006!
prep day: worked very hard until it was almost 9 then a group of us stayed over at gabriel's hse...
first day:
shower perv of the camp...hehe. jus jkjk
jus a person to make sure that everyone bathes, communal style
was ok lar on the first day.. playing animal and all...
second day:
slept thru the morning run, woke up for morning shower routine...
everyone was pretty tired becos of the day be4
then during the break
though everyone was prety tired, someone proposed the idea of prank-calling
and i was like the first to give a number (heheheh, friends of mine hu got called, dun take it to heart) then suddenly a group was gathered around the hp...
then it rang *ring ring*
the other picked up
"hello, is this the australian pizza express??"
"no?"
"errrm i would like to place my order of a kangaroo pizza. i would like to have extra koala and ostrich toppings on it as well...
*silence*
"i think u have gotten the wrong number"
"no no, i dun think so, this is 9*******0 rite?"
"yeah and the directions to come to my hse, is fro ur shop, turn left turn right turn left turn right, turn left then right and finally left centre right"
*silence*
"i would like to have my pizza delivered on time at around ten mins time?"
then the person jus put down the phone and all of us had a good time laughing until we woke up some of the ppl sleeping in the parmenie... hehehe
then during solidarity lasallania we all were a bit high and started groping each other's a$$es and then we tau pok alexstine, hahah it was so fun...
damn i missed all the fun in llltc... its has only been two days but really missing the fun.. haiz...
nvm hope everyone will turn up for the gathering at the end of the year..
cya!
7:39 AM
